Take Me To You

I feel so much better today. Thank y'all for your sweet encouragement. It is just a battle to handle these crazy emotions. I feel much more hopeful today. One day at a time. And it's as if the weather copies my mood. Or maybe it's the other way around. It's been so dreary lately and today it is a BEAUTiful day. I'm so thankful for the peace that follows such hard days -- for peace in the middle of the storm.

I wrote this little poem the other day on one of my hard days. It really captures the battle going on in my soul. Feeling like I am sinking so far but doing all that I can to reach out for God to hold me up.

I hope He encourages you today in legit ways.

Hold me up I am sinking
Lower and under beneath me 

Hold me close I am shaking 

Don't want to move forward please take me 

Take me home

Give me peace

I surrender

Take the weight 

off my chest 

And remember

Each step is a step in the valley

Each shadow I see overwhelms me

But I'm not alone you're surrounding 

So I will not fear. Please take me

Take me home

Give me peace

I surrender

Take the weight 

off my chest 

I remember

 In you I am whole and complete

In you I have all that I need 

So take me

Please take me 

 To you